Tuesday, 27 September 2016

Week 4, 22 September. Hearing Problem.

Mind Map

I have problem with my ears since I was young. My both ears cannot listen sounds clearly. I don’t remember when this problem started but I think it happened since I’m in primary school.

It’s been a long time that I suffered from my hearing problem but I never visit a doctor. Yes, I have the thought of my hearing problem may influence my whole life and I did asked my mother for bringing me to visit doctor before. I asked for two times, she promised me but no action was taken in the end. So, I gave up on asking her. Hate her? No, I love her. I could understand her, she has a more big and serious problem to face – my brother. My brother is only one year younger than me but he can’t talk and has difficulty in communicating with others. He is a child with Autism. He can’t express himself clearly since he was 5 years old. Started from that year, my mum pays more attention on my brother and always busy to find out what makes my brother like this.

My hearing problem seems getting worse year by year. The frequency that I asked friends to repeat increased greatly. I am grateful that my friends are quite kindhearted. They always help me patiently and make sure I didn’t missed any single thing during lessons. And of course, some of them get annoyed. I feel so sorry for disturbing them.

By the way, I have nasal allergy so that is why I always sneezing. Nose, ears and throat are connected. The way I sneeze may is one of the reason that make me can’t hear clearly. I sneeze too hard.

Many people wondered and asked me why I don’t visit the doctor. I know and understand my mother doesn’t care is not a good excuse because this is about my life not hers but I’m just scare and I don’t know why. How if the doctor tell me there is no therapy can help me out but wearing a hearing aid for the rest of my life? I have no guts to face my problem. Maybe is I think too much but this is my real feelings. 


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