We lived under a high pressured world. We were forced to face the problems that we always wanted to ignore. In the end, we pressured, we stressed. For me, my pressure are mainly from my study life and finances.
I having problem doing 3D model. It's quite interesting actually but it required techniques to build a good model. And also, I have problem with my ears(I think). I can't hear sounds and voices very well, so I always asked people to repeat. Because of this, I spent more and more time to complete the sonic design exercises. I always tried my best to complete the exercises perfectly but I'm dissatisfied with the final outcomes all the time. So helpless so stressed.
My new goal for this year is "be independent". I don't want to rely on my parents too much since I'm already a university student.So, I started the first step to achieve this goal, I tried to pay most of my expenses by myself. It's kinda challenging because I only have one hundred fifty as my pocket money so I have always think twice before I buy things. Also, I forced myself must save some money monthly. I'm on my way to be financially independent. By the way, I also do some part time jobs to earn some money during holidays.
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| I worked with my friend in JR NBA event. The middle one is Burnie from team OKC. He's my idol now HAHAHA |
These two things have always stressed me out so I spent most of my time on it. Sometimes, I really get tired of these and don't feel like facing it anymore.
Everyone has their own ways to distress. For examples, they might to have a short trip with their loved ones,or shopping crazily,or doing sport activities or many things else. They release their stress through expending their energy and money.
For me, it's be lazy.
Let procrastinate. Let do nothing.
Let me escape from these annoying world for awhile.
Let procrastinate. Let do nothing.
Let me escape from these annoying world for awhile.
I will just laying on my bed and read the thick Chinese novel or Japanese comic.
Or, sitting on a chair and stick with the laptop screen or paint something.
But no eating, it will make me gain fat and I also feel lazy to cook or find.
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